Today is the birthday of my first love, who i saw for the first time in 3 months, yesterday. Hes tall, black hair, eyes soo dark brown they appear black at a glance. I dated him off and on for the past 4 years. This last time we broke up December 16, 2010. He left me for one of my close friends.. I have not dated since that day. It wasnt over for me and its still not. I love him even if he doesnt love me. But i just hope that he still has the smallest bit of affection and feelings for me. I dont know weather to call and tell him happy birthday or leave it where it lies and just see him at school tomorrow. I miss that boy: